What do you do when the people you thought you trusted can't be trusted anymore? These are the people you made sacrifices for, only to be used and tossed away like a dirty rag. Maybe they don't notice what they are doing, technically not doing, but that's a pretty big maybe considering the fact that you haven't laughed or smiled around them for a few months and the longest sentence spoken in those months were 'Dianee, want to buy a...Hey Bryan! Whats up?.. *walks away*' [[note: your name is NOT Bryan]]. Or maybe the fact that you guys were planning to do Battle of the Bands since freshman or sophomore year [[note: you are now a senior]]then suddenly, the band is already formed... with other people... without you knowing... and you're not in it. The best part is, THEY WEREN'T EVEN GOING TO TELL YOU! Ohh, it gets even better. On your sweet sixteen, they were too busy texting or breaking up with your friend. Yes, they broke up on your 16th birthday. All you asked for was a hug and picture. You got neither. Instead, you got to pay for your own dinner so your friend can break up with her boyfriend, whom is also your friend. 'Oh yeah, happy birthday.' What a super sweet sixteen. Remember, these are your 'bestest friends,' the people who you were there for when they had an asmtha attack and bought medicine for when they were sick. You were there for them when they just needed someone to talk to when they were watching something scary on TV. Where were they when you had panic attacks, feeling like you were going to die any moment? Or the time you were crying your heart out and all you needed was a hug. Just one effing hug. Nowhere. These are the people who made you think you were going crazy in your dream. Waking up crying and scared to open your eyes is not a nice experience. Guess what the dream meant. 'To dream that you are going crazy, suggests that you have lost sight of your goals. You may feel that you are no longer able to depend on someone. Alternatively, you may feel that your opinions, viewpoints or decisions are not being accepted or being ignored. You may feel like an outsider.' Scary how acurate dreams can be. These were the people you threw your future away for?

Yes, I left the art school that basically ensured my future for these people. Regret hurts.